Scholarship, why not?

Hell, I feel like I'm never gonna run away from scholarship thing until I really apply it. First of all, scholarship is the only reason I quit from my job recently. I told my boss and my office mates that I can't continue to work there and I have to apply scholarship real soon with my friends. That's fake! Haha!

The truth was that I just can't stand to work there anymore. Too many phoney. Then I met an old friend of mine, Ato. He was triggering me to apply the scholarship. He said that I can't never fit to our environment, that I need to go abroad for my own good. Make sense!

So he arranged the meeting with his friend, Reni, in by chance is a scholarship conselor for ELC English course. Oh, Reni also is Tesa's friend. so I am thinking why don't I give it a try on it? I mean seriously I know that have the qualification to take it. Just God damn it try!

My dilema due to do this is that I want to run my bag business with Mr. D. I've told him that I plan to take the scholarship and he looks like he doesn't really like the idea.  He said that I need to focus on the business. For me, it doesn't matter to try both. We'll see how it goes.

SELF-HELP-LISTS:

Brace yourself from the world madness!

Here are my self-help-lists to prevent me from all the bulshit things in this world especially from the environment I engage in.

1.       Always helping people;

2.       Be a kind person;

3.       Find a job that will help many people;

4.       Keep your promise that you made;

5.       Have a commitment and consistency;

6.       Have a dignity;

7.       Do everything with the whole heart;

8.       Do everything the best;

9.       Choose your friends wisely;

10.   Learn to say “NO” to people if you feel you don’t like it;

11.   Don’t think about people opinion;

12.   Do what you have to do;

13.   Don’t be lazy, move your ass and DO!

14.   Believe in what you’re doing;

15.   Have a faith on whatever thing you do;

16.   If you tried something then it fail, try harder;

17.   Exercise your body;

18.   Live healthy;

19.   Practicing more;

20.   Read more;

21.   Write everything: about life, perspectives, shit things. Everything!;

22.   Be an open minded person;

23.   Believe that God will helps you if you ask and pray for Him favors;

24.   Be independent;

25.   Don’t be spoiled;

26.   Never depends on anybody but your own self;

27.   Be happy;

28.   Find happiness inside yourself;

29.    Stop ask ma’s money;

30.   Find money yourself;

31.   Be a free people;

32.   Be a simple person;

33.   Hear songs, dance and play!

34.   Know your goals;

35.   Be brave;

36.   Be a strong girl;

37.   And be who you are.

Always remember that you were born to be somebody. You’ll do what you have to do J